December

It's the last month for the year 2010

Hmm

Actually I should write this post at the end of this month to make a conclusion for this year..xD

Lolz

There's lot of things happened recently

I shop a lot..

haha..

I went shopping very often with different people to different place

And I did heard a lot of gossip things from people

=.=

OMG

made me blur for my current life

Dunno what should I do lo

===========================

Well

talk bout me and my Bee Bee la...:D

very sweet lor..

He's going back to JB today

T^T

I will miss him

Buthave to wait till next tues only I can meet with him

But for sure

We did keep in touch everyday la

:D

Hope he can bring me back to his hometown someday

:(

Hope until the end of the year

something good will happened on me

Pray for me..:D

Thanks..:P

Hope on the new year

Me and my Bee Bee will going better

:)

Hue Jiunn Jye

I LOVE YOU

xD

November

It's already November

Hmm~

After his birthday celebration,

The attitude he treat me is changing good by very obviously

Guess what??:)

After he gift me the flower,

Few more days after that

...

He COOK for me..xD

He did make a lunch for me few on last thursday

:D

It's very sweet la..xD

But good things never last long izit?

:(

Aiks..

You like to hang off my phone and treat me cool just like before again

=.=

aiks..

May be you are busy or what la..

I dun wanna care again..

It just making me more hurt

=.=

Last night, I went for a wedding dinner with my parents

MY dad keep asking me to drink

xD

I drink 3 glasses of wine and 6 glasses of whisky

=.=

and..

Finally I get drunk!

when I reach home..

I keep on vomit in the toilet

xD

and I did call you..

But very soon

Hanging off again?!

aiks..

There's many things happened again recently izit?

I dunno how can I handle all of it but I will still try my best to did it

bless me

=.=

My Oct

Couple Shirt

Converse

Me & Bee Bee

Sweet la..:D

His Birthday

My October

It's a sweet and hard month for me

There's many things happened in this month

I did working everyday in this month with my study

It made me tired

=.=

There's a special day in this month

:D

That's my Bee Bee Birthday la~~

:D

I did prepare so many for this day coming

><''

I did go for work to earn money

so I can celebrate with him :D

hiak hiak~

I did also make a gift for him~

It spend so much of time to finish it la man

=.=

aiks~

Hope you can like it la Bee

And also the tee shirt I bought for you

:D

hehe

My leg get injured

><''

Damn pain lor..=.=

what's next?

BREAKING NEWS

xD

I bought two flying squarrel la~

:D

Very cute la~

:D

This is the flower My Bee Bee Bought for me one

:D

My 1st flower in My life

:D

Thank you Bee Bee

:D

Aiks~

I dunno wat can I write anymore

lazy to blog

hahas~~

Anything can view my Facebook profile

I have a link to my wretch blog

I did blog there just now la

That's why I have nothing to tell here jor..

=.=

by the way

I will still continue to blog here la

xD

I love Hue Jiunn Jye

Exam Exam

Exam Time

Muahahha

I love exam

I damn like exam

><''

This is nerdy look of me

:D

Cute mou?

GG

xD

Long time no online and long time no blogging already

><''

Miss my space so much

I love to blog lor

xD

hahaz

Before exam~

I went to PD with my family

:D

Because my aunt from UK said wanna meet me

><''

Then I go there relax~~

><''

This is my nephew

:D

Cute mou?

She very very naughty la man

=.=

Beh tahan liao

Piggy look of 5 of us..xD

Who's the cutest one?

The middle one lor hor??

xD

I think so la..

This is Guan Yu

:D

My MV boyfriend

people said that

荧幕情侣

is something like us la

Muahaha..

He damn Funny and Cute la..xD

This picture we snapped during the dinner at Korean BBQ there

Hmm..

It's the day after the scene day of our DBC la

><

Then most of our E1 members going to celebrate togather

But get into the accident after our dinner

T^T

Raining somemore..

Haiz~~

But it's a special day for us too la..:D

Ms.Loh,I will miss u geh..:D

But I dun wan re-sit or repeat la..

><

大吉利是

This is me again

hehe

I snap this picture few days ago la

but still in this week la

:)

Can you guys see the 水晶手链??

Purple color geh

:D

Nice mou?

Very expensive la

=.=

Bankrap already..

T^T

Recently I very lazy to online

erm..

actually I don't want to

Just to prevent me to saw something that will spoil my mood for whole day

I think those people who know me well will know what am I talking about

Right?

:)

Hmm~

Hope everything will going smooth and I will be okay soon

=.=

I still blur-ing on what I doing recently

and I dunno what should I do la

T^T

I want work and study!

FIGHT!!

err

I still have one more paper to go la actually

BROADCAST WRITING for TV

><

actually broadcast is not as easy as you all think

Really a lot of works have to do

hope I can present well on the final paper

:D

Good luck and all the best!!

Aza Aza ERIS!

Blank Blank

I forgot since when I stop blogging here already

LOLz..

I did switch my place to blog to wretch there since I know my sister Tivanny

:D

But recently when I felt like wanna blog, The wretch there keep occur some problem la man..

ishhh

made me no mood to blog liao

I have many many things in my mind recently

But I cant talk to anyone

I dunno who should I talk with

But sometimes I felt like I'm totally blank in my mind

Really felt useless when like that la

Last week

Many people said I dissappear already

Yea

Really

I'm lost

No one can find me

I didn't online

I didn't on my phone

I didn't reply peoples

I try to escape from something

I felt lonely when I staying alone at home

My parents and both of my sisters not around

everyday when I woke I also alone

><''

No phone, no internet

I being emo and emo from day to day

=.=

what to do leh?

I think hor

I really sucks

=.=

NEGATIVE MINDED

keep on appear in my mind

Final exam just in the corner

start from this friday

I don't want to get any resit

=.=

have to work hard from now liao

well

I will still blog here

and my wretch blog if there still can be use la

GG

xDDD

Yesterday Grace overnight at my house

=.=

today Rachel n Grace study with me

but they sleep at living room only

=.=

I dunno what should I said liao

=.=

nothing I can do

But really many things in my mind la

I want to share it out but

=.=

I'm totally blank now

later I emo again

T^T

nyerrr

I want a WOODY

:)

from toy story

the cowboy

xD

If someone can buy one for me

.....

....

...

Think too much again..

T^T

hahas~

But I really hope that I can have one Woody

I love Woody

:D

erm..

gtg for dinner with Elroy and wai kit already

both of them keep said they love me in msn just now

GG

Emo day

Today

Thursday

Yeup

><''

I dunno why my pc suddenly cant type chinese

and I lazy to restart my pc again

so~

I will write this post in english

=.=

This morning I going to attend broadcast writing class

I really have no mood on doing anything after he talk to me

The way he talk was like...

=.=

Ahem

Like shit to me

><''

I can't felt any sweet anymore from him

Actually I kinda excited because almost all of my classmate going clubbing tonight

Because my beloved Lui Lui Yau Yau and Karena Big day tomorrow

But too bad I cant attened

><''

Really sorry la..

T^T

This's me and Habby

I love this picture so much

:)

Looks sweet right?

hahax

=.=

Like out of topic liao

=.=

ahem..

Lets see what have I done by today :D

Tada~~

I went for movie with him after class

Actually I have skip my lecture to see him..

TOY STORY 3

I love this movie so much

^^

The Toy Story 1 and 2 I did watch too

:)

I really love Toy Story so much~

Started

When I meet him up I told him why I felt emo today

then I try to cheer him and stay with him

and try to enjoy the time with him

but...

It was so suddenly man!!!

A girl sms him!!!

T^T

last night there's a girl sms with him too

=.=

oh shit

I get jealous again for sure

The girl's name there still have a heart behind

T^T

what am I??

grasses...

=.=

hmm..

Let's back to the movie

:D

I cried leh...

T^T

so touch when I watch till the climax

><''

When the owner of the toys wanna give them to the others

I felt like

><''

He really appreciate his toys...

><''

I hope some one can appreciate me like him appreciate his toys..

:(

Hope he do..

In the other way

I felt like..

I was the toys...

When the peoples grown

He will abandon me..

Like what I experience

I can felt what's the toys actually felt

><''

conclusion

TOY STORY 3 is GREAT!!

忙碌的一天❤

这是我做Assignment的模特儿照❤

又可爱到么？

嘻嘻

今天一早八点课哦

我一起床吓了一跳

><''

我的老姐sms我叻

哈哈

结果我们信息了一整天

我很久没有信息到酱过瘾了

之前有一只笨狮子还会跟我信息

但是现在的人，事，物都变了？

他不再愿意跟我酱亲昵了哦！

><''

我也不想跟其他人信息

懒得理他们

哈❤

但是跟老姐却聊得来叻^^

今天在班上我们上演了一场闹剧

我们班上的每一个人都得出去演戏

爱演的我们兴奋得很够力一下

哈哈❤

每一组都逗得班上的观众笑得透不过气

然后我们去图书馆做Assignment

Lau Foo San 的 Case 弄到我头痛

哈哈

Law并不是这么简单的

=.=

当我们班上Lecture时够力咯。。

=。=

我们班的人不见完

全部跑出去聊天等时间过

哈哈

我有证据咯！！！

看！！！

只剩下帽子跟一大堆NOTES!!!

人都不见完了

哈哈❤

然后就这样咯=.=

过后我们去Cafeteria吃东西

Roti Boom

我第一次吃

不错

但是很肥

T^T

然后又上课去咯

放学时下雨了

===========================

我回到家后就打扫除啦

因为我们家要搬了

哈哈

不要告诉你们什么事:P

然后

我就一直跟我的老姐sms咯

哈哈❤

我老姐人很好

很友善

很可爱

我还蛮喜欢她的

嘻嘻

=.=

感觉我好像变态佬酱

===========================

今天他没有找我

我心想

我没有打给他他会找我么？

但是自己有沉不住气

担心他有事

就打给他了

有点失望

但是我会学会体谅

:)

LionQueen 加油

====================

亲爱的比比

或许我的离开是你的幸福

我希望给你留下属于我们的回忆

希望你的下一个会让你得到幸福

但是我希望的是

我

能给你带来更多的幸福

他，不再爱我了

很不开心吖~

很久了

真的够了

就这样让我死掉好了

太委屈

连分手

也是让我最后得到消息

不能再这样下去

穿过了这么久的时间

你还是不懂我的心

傻瓜

我们都一样

为爱情伤了又伤

相信这个他不一样

对

他真的不一样

但是

我又再一次地受伤

对不起

对不起

我真的很爱你

连呼吸

心跳

眼中看到的

一切一切

都是你

曾经的你会为我做一些我要求你做的事

但是现在的你不会了

我比你的朋友还不如

做陌生人会比较好吗？

你对陌生人比对我还要好

哪一方面？

嗯。。

最少他们做的事你不会看不顺眼吧？

然后她们要求你的事你也会做吧？

然后跟他们聊的话也比跟我讲话来的亲昵得多

对吧？

什么Darling,dear,Babi,bendan, honey等等的

你叫我什么？

Mun Mun

对

陌生人对我的称呼

在你心中有了一个答案

他

不再爱我了

我也不能再强求了

Damn the F**king Jerk

I damn hate those guys fooling me!!!!
YES!!!
I talking to you right now
what the fuck you think you are??
I always made myself cheap!!!!
FOR WHAT??!!!
FUCK OFF MAN!!!

To: Hue Jiunn Jye

Bee Bee
你这个大笨蛋
每次你对我说的话，跟做出来的不一样
你的心想怎样，跟做出来的有着天壤之别
虽然我自己也猜不着你在想什么
就连男生也不明白你了

你对我所做的一切
讲，是在关心我
但是
就只有那样么？

我很多希望
但却没有一样成真

曾经
我说过你跟我在一起像做梦一样
真的很美好
现在也想梦一样
但却是噩梦

两天前的我们还好好的
就经过那通电话
我们彼此的心又乱了

昨天的我真的慌了
今天的我崩溃了

从我们认识到今天为止。。
第一天，你没有找我
没有联络我

到你跟我讲的话时
我真的彻彻底底地崩溃了
很想结束自己的生命
心真的很痛

两天前，我以为我们感觉对了
有比较好的感觉时
你提出了那项交易
就此开始了我们的争论

我不知道你想过了什么
也不能了解你

慢慢来吧……
如果我们像两天前那样继续下去
或许会比较好些

我的心熟了
不能再变生的了
‘以前’

真的好想回到过去

What am I actually for you?

I din't forget you
Everyday I will still want to chat with you
Hope can become closer with you
What's actually in your mind?
If I din't find you...will you come to me?
I have an answer...You said scare you will disturb me..
Bee Bee ah~
I still don't want to give up on you actually
I know how you treat me is not worth for me to wait anymore
And want you come back to me is very very very hard
But I will still wait for the miracel


Everytime when I talk to him..>,<''
My heart beating fast and even can't breath
Phew~~
I was so happy when he talk to me...
But heart was pain too


Few days din't blog again
I have something funny to tell
T^T
Monday that time I fall over in college
>,<''
Then whole block of people came out from class and ask me what happened???
=.=
I suddenly become famous in college already
=o=

haha~~




Yesterday I go for movie with Yi~^^
we watch the Beauty on Duty and How to Train your Dragon
Damn nice man~~
xDDD

And I have a new target and mission for myself..
I want go HK when I become famous:)
hehe~~
Because of him>>>William Chan
Damn cut and handsome la~:)





This's him :)


And in the night...
something happened again
F***
T^T
made me cry like hell...
I really scare

Last year after someone abandon me
Just like what happened to me this year
There's a terrible guy keep on call and sms non-stop to me
T^T
LOAN SHARK
==
Last year he get my phone number from my friend
and keep on disturb me...
T^T

Everytime when I become single will become busy like hell again izit??
T^T

Anyway~
I will try my best to handle these case
Just like last time when I face them
But I really need someone beside me..
:(




few more days for my final exam...
Aza Aza MUN MUN!!!
and soon....6 more days...for another month for us..
Can I? haha..

Good luck and all the best for ''YOU'' :)

It's time to recover

Tears
Not only 1 liter I lost in these few days
Hurt---> My heart
Pain--> My body??=o=lll
LOL~
I keep make my self get hurt while my tears wanna fall

This morning when I woke
I felt the pain from my hand and mouth
T^T
Really pain

Last night my bro called me again


It's my own decisions

I looking forwards for my online relations partner Prince Knight came for M'sia
:)
Already April
He said he will come to M'sia on this month..:)

Let's see what will happened:)

Yup
I miss you again
I do

:)

But I'm nothing to you again

It's time to recover

9 more days...

All I ever Wanted

Basshunter - All I Ever Wanted

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling

I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see?

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

I'm so alone
Here on my own
And I'm waiting for you to come
I want to be a part of you
Think of all the things we could do

And every day
You're in my head
I want to have you in my bed
You are the one
You're in my eyes
All I ever wanted in my life

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

Are you ready?

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It's a very nice song~:)

I will try to post up to my blog next time la~
hehe~^^

Well~
It's the 3rd week~

It's worth or not worth is depends on how much he mean to me
and How much I love him

Many people still asked me about him
Almost everyday
Yea..

I not really like to answer these questions
Once I answer that...
I admit it?
NO

I believe to myself
and
him..


I'm selfish~~
lalala~

Yes I really do..:)

All I ever wanted..
I wont give up

:D


It's very very hard to forget someone that you really love
Talk
Is so much easy than do

But

What if you are the people who face the fact?
Did you ever think about that?

Time can prove everything
Yes..
I agree with that

For ''YOU''
I will let you know the things I did is not fake and is from my real

For ''ME''
I will try to look clear on you
If that's the time for me to woke
I will do so

And for my friend

please read clearly what I said
I Know It's hard
But
This's our life


Try to get what you want
Until you really can't take it anymore
You will grown:)

Time won't flash back

Thanks to Mr. Richie

These few days I still can't control myself to keep thinking about him
Everytime I text him He also seldom reply me
The reason he gave
Is he din't mention the phone ringing
I was like..
WTF
=o=

Phew~
I Dunno why I cry again
He keep on ignore me only

I keep waiting and waiting
I said will wait him
Yes
I do..:)
Mr.Hue
I will wait you
no matter how long does this period go on
But
I wil still waiting

Yesterday
I saw Richie on TV
He sing a song called ''soft heart''
I did woke up a little bit
But
I still won't give up




This is him la~:D
Handsome right??

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



May be I not good enough
But I will become better than before
:D
It's the promise for myself
No matter on study
Out looking
Singing Skill
Everything

I will become better because of you

People will become better after they get hurt
Because
It's the time and chance for them to grown

I plan to b a DJ on 988 radio station after I get my Diploma
And
Ofcourse
I want to be on scene
I will find a chance for myself to continue my dream on TV station
:)

Thanks to my Dad
Because he intro the boss of the radio staion to me
So I have a chance to get this job
Thanks again:)
I LOVE U DAD
^^

These few days I keep on cook la~
hehe~
And I did go for gym everyday also~
xD

Anyway~
Thanks to Mr.Richie
:)
I LOVE YOU
xD
But too bad...
you get married dy
T^T

Happy 2010

Happy 2010~

=D

In this new year~

I hope I can start a new life

=D

=================================

Review to my past year

2009

There's lots of things happened and many changes in my life

xD

Good and bad things

I become a college student in year 2009

I get many new friends in this year

Those from Facebook and also college as well

xD

Passed my 1st love..

heart broken~

Family...

Friends...

Relations...

many many many...

xD

Thanks to all of my friends

I happy to know you all~

Filled my life with hopes~xD

Thanks to My Family~

Because they remember my birthday on this year!

During the past few years..

They don't even remember my birthday!

I cried on my birthday every year..

But!

I smile on my 18th Birthday~

in year 2009~

Thanks to my college gangs~xD

E1

My new Family~xD

I have many owesome Friends here~

They are nice and 38~xD

hahas~

Happy to know them in my life~

They walk into my life in year 2009~

and my DBC gangs as well...

Thanks...

Thanks to my 5G gangs~

=D

My secondary school classmate~

I love u all~xD

Althought we are in different university or college

BUT

our friendship still on

gathering and gossip~

=D

Thanks

Thanks to my Facebook Friends~

xD

I creat my FB on 21 of April 2009

I meet my BFF here~

Brenzy and Chen Jun...

They nice and friendly la

Gladz to become urs BFF

Thanks~

And My FFS in FB

xD

Thanks to my owner Ganlan~xD

He's kind and nice to me..Thanks...

Without u...My Life is black la~xD

Always cheer me up~xD

Thanks~xD

And My Brother in FB~

Hikki-chan

He care me a lots...

Thanks Bro..Love u~xD

My Daddy Ren

=D

Care me a lots la~xD

Thanks~xD

(Special Thanks to these people la)

=P

If ur name dosen't in my blog...Dosen't means u are not important to me la~xD

Just I Don't have the time Thanks u all 1 by 1 la~xD~

>///<

Thanks to my Love 1~

Michael Ison~

=D

I know him for half years already la~

He's nice and kind~

I love u~

==============================

What Did I change in year 2009 la?

I learned many new things la~

Improved my singing skills

Communicate skills

=D

I went to Ai FM in year 2009

yay~xD

Sounds like only positive changing?

NO!!!

I become fatter and fatter...

thats a serious sad case...

T^T

In the end of 2009~

I went to my classmate house for countdown~xD

My 1st time la~xD

woohoo~

Our E1 gangs having a BBQ party at Khing Mun house~xD

hahas~

We sleep,eat,play together la~xD

hahas~

I will upload our video to FB later~=P

Really crazy la~xD

Happy

I sleep between Rachel and Habby

=o=

hahas~

Many Funny staff happened la~xD

Really Love our E1 group~

>,<

On the next morning we going to eat bah kut teh as our breakfast la~xD

Then we going to Jusco for Shopping~

woohoo~

After that only we going back la~

When I reach home..

9pm already

=o=

I din't on Facebook for 1 day la~

Guess what happened?

4 pages comments on FFS

and 2 pages on Facebook wall

=o=

Then hor~

233 friend requests..

=o=lll

siao liao~

hahas~~

In This new year~

I hope all my wishes will come true..

>///<

=D

~Happy New Year~