What am I actually for you?

I din't forget you
Everyday I will still want to chat with you
Hope can become closer with you
What's actually in your mind?
If I din't find you...will you come to me?
I have an answer...You said scare you will disturb me..
Bee Bee ah~
I still don't want to give up on you actually
I know how you treat me is not worth for me to wait anymore
And want you come back to me is very very very hard
But I will still wait for the miracel


Everytime when I talk to him..>,<''
My heart beating fast and even can't breath
Phew~~
I was so happy when he talk to me...
But heart was pain too


Few days din't blog again
I have something funny to tell
T^T
Monday that time I fall over in college
>,<''
Then whole block of people came out from class and ask me what happened???
=.=
I suddenly become famous in college already
=o=

haha~~




Yesterday I go for movie with Yi~^^
we watch the Beauty on Duty and How to Train your Dragon
Damn nice man~~
xDDD

And I have a new target and mission for myself..
I want go HK when I become famous:)
hehe~~
Because of him>>>William Chan
Damn cut and handsome la~:)





This's him :)


And in the night...
something happened again
F***
T^T
made me cry like hell...
I really scare

Last year after someone abandon me
Just like what happened to me this year
There's a terrible guy keep on call and sms non-stop to me
T^T
LOAN SHARK
==
Last year he get my phone number from my friend
and keep on disturb me...
T^T

Everytime when I become single will become busy like hell again izit??
T^T

Anyway~
I will try my best to handle these case
Just like last time when I face them
But I really need someone beside me..
:(




few more days for my final exam...
Aza Aza MUN MUN!!!
and soon....6 more days...for another month for us..
Can I? haha..

Good luck and all the best for ''YOU'' :)

It's time to recover

Tears
Not only 1 liter I lost in these few days
Hurt---> My heart
Pain--> My body??=o=lll
LOL~
I keep make my self get hurt while my tears wanna fall

This morning when I woke
I felt the pain from my hand and mouth
T^T
Really pain

Last night my bro called me again


It's my own decisions

I looking forwards for my online relations partner Prince Knight came for M'sia
:)
Already April
He said he will come to M'sia on this month..:)

Let's see what will happened:)

Yup
I miss you again
I do

:)

But I'm nothing to you again

It's time to recover

9 more days...

All I ever Wanted

Basshunter - All I Ever Wanted

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling

I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see?

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

I'm so alone
Here on my own
And I'm waiting for you to come
I want to be a part of you
Think of all the things we could do

And every day
You're in my head
I want to have you in my bed
You are the one
You're in my eyes
All I ever wanted in my life

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

Are you ready?

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me

All I ever wanted

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It's a very nice song~:)

I will try to post up to my blog next time la~
hehe~^^

Well~
It's the 3rd week~

It's worth or not worth is depends on how much he mean to me
and How much I love him

Many people still asked me about him
Almost everyday
Yea..

I not really like to answer these questions
Once I answer that...
I admit it?
NO

I believe to myself
and
him..


I'm selfish~~
lalala~

Yes I really do..:)

All I ever wanted..
I wont give up

:D


It's very very hard to forget someone that you really love
Talk
Is so much easy than do

But

What if you are the people who face the fact?
Did you ever think about that?

Time can prove everything
Yes..
I agree with that

For ''YOU''
I will let you know the things I did is not fake and is from my real

For ''ME''
I will try to look clear on you
If that's the time for me to woke
I will do so

And for my friend

please read clearly what I said
I Know It's hard
But
This's our life


Try to get what you want
Until you really can't take it anymore
You will grown:)

Time won't flash back

Thanks to Mr. Richie

These few days I still can't control myself to keep thinking about him
Everytime I text him He also seldom reply me
The reason he gave
Is he din't mention the phone ringing
I was like..
WTF
=o=

Phew~
I Dunno why I cry again
He keep on ignore me only

I keep waiting and waiting
I said will wait him
Yes
I do..:)
Mr.Hue
I will wait you
no matter how long does this period go on
But
I wil still waiting

Yesterday
I saw Richie on TV
He sing a song called ''soft heart''
I did woke up a little bit
But
I still won't give up




This is him la~:D
Handsome right??

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



May be I not good enough
But I will become better than before
:D
It's the promise for myself
No matter on study
Out looking
Singing Skill
Everything

I will become better because of you

People will become better after they get hurt
Because
It's the time and chance for them to grown

I plan to b a DJ on 988 radio station after I get my Diploma
And
Ofcourse
I want to be on scene
I will find a chance for myself to continue my dream on TV station
:)

Thanks to my Dad
Because he intro the boss of the radio staion to me
So I have a chance to get this job
Thanks again:)
I LOVE U DAD
^^

These few days I keep on cook la~
hehe~
And I did go for gym everyday also~
xD

Anyway~
Thanks to Mr.Richie
:)
I LOVE YOU
xD
But too bad...
you get married dy
T^T